Bad Luck

So... I guess we all know how it feels when bad luck just hit you really hard... And you just wished that you could rewind time!!

Sadly that technology isn't developed yet (ﾉ￣д￣)ﾉ

Well I've been looking REALLY much forward to yesterday since I was going to another live. And it would be the last live with that special band I've seen a couple of times now before I leave Japan.

So I've been super hyped and couldn't wait for it to become Monday since last week so I could go and see them!!

Like, the same kinda feeling when you were a kid and was looking forward for your Birthday or Christmas (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))

And then it just never came. （；へ：）

I totally screwed up yesterday and missed the live..! How could it happen!?!?! I still can't believe it...

I got up in time to get myself ready. And I was actually really happy with my makeup and hair!!

Makeup close-up

And the hairband thing I'm wearing lol. It's like the thing they use when they take a bath.

↓↓↓ Like that ↓↓↓

I just use it when putting on makeup sometimes as well (^^ゞ

 and hair

So everything was good. I left to meet with a friend before the live. And then I was supposed to meet up with my roomie Pat to go to the live together afterwards.

First he told me he suddenly felt bad and might go home (」゜ロ゜)」 And I totally freaked out 'cause I didn't wanna go to the live alone. But luckily he showed up anyway since it was just a sudden caffeine-shock attack lololol (don't drink too much coffee!!) (¬д¬。)

The Live was supposed to start at 6:30 with six bands lined up. And I looked at the band list where it seemed like the band I wanted to see were playing almost last. So I thought it would be ok to come a bit later since Pat was late anyway.

So we showed up at an hour later at 7:30. And on the way down to the venue we bumped into the band. And they were like 'Oh! Hey! You're late!!' which I first thought of as 'late since it started an hour ago'. Pat wanted to buy a beer so we went out to get one and then went back to the venue to buy the ticket.

The booker asked which band we were going to see. And then told us they already played........ And I was a bit confused, since firstly everything was in Japanese of course, and secondly I just really wouldn't believe what he was saying.

I then asked the guy from the band if they already played which he confirmed and then I was like.. eeeeeeh!?!?!

ffffffffffffffffff...........................

I went totally blank 'cause it just couldn't be happening ヽ(●ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ●)ﾉﾟ

Pat asked what I then wanted to do, if I wanted to see the other bands. But it just all seemed so pointless paying for the ticket and then not even be able to see the band you came for MAJOR FAIL!!!

I asked the guy from the band when they played, and he told me they were the FIRST band playing! wtf!?! So they just listed the bands randomly or what!?!?

Well I felt super bad and didn't know what to do.. I just wanted to cry... which I also did lol (ノД`)・゜・

I just wished it was all a nightmare. Like I usually get nightmares before something important I have to remember. I usually dream that I miss the whole thing and totally screw up. Well this time it actually happened.. /sad

Well since we were in town already I didn't just wanna waste the day and go home. I'd probably just go into my room and cry anyway lol. So we hit the game center and I got to kill some monsters lololol Ψ(´▽｀)Ψ

afterwards we went to a café and it was all sadness again and we went home and watched a movie instead （ΦωΦ）

On top of that I've been sick the past days so I been staying home 3 days in a row and just wanted to go out!!! I finally did Sunday with awesome all night karaoke! But since Monday was the day I was looking forward to........ sadness....../fail

But enough sadness for now lol

You've probably noticed I overuse emoticons a lot (´∀｀)♡

Wel I found more of the really cute gyaru ones!! （人´∀`*）

and a bunch more HERE

I'm sorry that was all for now （ ;  ; ）

I thought I would have something interesting after this Weekend, but well... sickness and failness killed it all. And I even brought my camera which I haven't used for so long.

I took this picture in the coffee shop we went to only.... /sad