Bad Luck

So... I guess we all know how it feels when bad luck just hit you really hard... And you just wished that you could rewind time!!

Sadly that technology isn't developed yet (ﾉ￣д￣)ﾉ

Well I've been looking REALLY much forward to yesterday since I was going to another live. And it would be the last live with that special band I've seen a couple of times now before I leave Japan.

So I've been super hyped and couldn't wait for it to become Monday since last week so I could go and see them!!

Like, the same kinda feeling when you were a kid and was looking forward for your Birthday or Christmas (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))

And then it just never came. （；へ：）

I totally screwed up yesterday and missed the live..! How could it happen!?!?! I still can't believe it...

I got up in time to get myself ready. And I was actually really happy with my makeup and hair!!

Makeup close-up

And the hairband thing I'm wearing lol. It's like the thing they use when they take a bath.

↓↓↓ Like that ↓↓↓

I just use it when putting on makeup sometimes as well (^^ゞ

 and hair

So everything was good. I left to meet with a friend before the live. And then I was supposed to meet up with my roomie Pat to go to the live together afterwards.

First he told me he suddenly felt bad and might go home (」゜ロ゜)」 And I totally freaked out 'cause I didn't wanna go to the live alone. But luckily he showed up anyway since it was just a sudden caffeine-shock attack lololol (don't drink too much coffee!!) (¬д¬。)

The Live was supposed to start at 6:30 with six bands lined up. And I looked at the band list where it seemed like the band I wanted to see were playing almost last. So I thought it would be ok to come a bit later since Pat was late anyway.

So we showed up at an hour later at 7:30. And on the way down to the venue we bumped into the band. And they were like 'Oh! Hey! You're late!!' which I first thought of as 'late since it started an hour ago'. Pat wanted to buy a beer so we went out to get one and then went back to the venue to buy the ticket.

The booker asked which band we were going to see. And then told us they already played........ And I was a bit confused, since firstly everything was in Japanese of course, and secondly I just really wouldn't believe what he was saying.

I then asked the guy from the band if they already played which he confirmed and then I was like.. eeeeeeh!?!?!

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I went totally blank 'cause it just couldn't be happening ヽ(●ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ●)ﾉﾟ

Pat asked what I then wanted to do, if I wanted to see the other bands. But it just all seemed so pointless paying for the ticket and then not even be able to see the band you came for MAJOR FAIL!!!

I asked the guy from the band when they played, and he told me they were the FIRST band playing! wtf!?! So they just listed the bands randomly or what!?!?

Well I felt super bad and didn't know what to do.. I just wanted to cry... which I also did lol (ノД`)・゜・

I just wished it was all a nightmare. Like I usually get nightmares before something important I have to remember. I usually dream that I miss the whole thing and totally screw up. Well this time it actually happened.. /sad

Well since we were in town already I didn't just wanna waste the day and go home. I'd probably just go into my room and cry anyway lol. So we hit the game center and I got to kill some monsters lololol Ψ(´▽｀)Ψ

afterwards we went to a café and it was all sadness again and we went home and watched a movie instead （ΦωΦ）

On top of that I've been sick the past days so I been staying home 3 days in a row and just wanted to go out!!! I finally did Sunday with awesome all night karaoke! But since Monday was the day I was looking forward to........ sadness....../fail

But enough sadness for now lol

You've probably noticed I overuse emoticons a lot (´∀｀)♡

Wel I found more of the really cute gyaru ones!! （人´∀`*）

and a bunch more HERE

I'm sorry that was all for now （ ;  ; ）

I thought I would have something interesting after this Weekend, but well... sickness and failness killed it all. And I even brought my camera which I haven't used for so long.

I took this picture in the coffee shop we went to only.... /sad

December 1st ♥

Hey everyone!!

I can't believe it's already December 1st!! 

Which means that I have exactly 22 days left in Japan. I feel like crying already ｡：ﾟ(｡ﾉω＼｡)ﾟ･｡

Luckily I'll will for sure be back next year and stay for a year if things go the way I want them to!! which they usually don't, but you have to believe right!?

I'm now thinking 3 months back in time where I was still anxious and worried about going alone for the first time for that long. Wow that feels like sooo long ago (◎_◎;)

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And for once, I'm gonna provide you crappy cellphone photos since I haven't been anywhere out of the amusing to bring my usual DSLR camera lol Σ(￣。￣ノ)ノ

Shinjuku east

Tokyo is geared up for Christmas EVERYWHERE! The 'saving electricity' thing probably not applies for Christmas decoration and illumination lol!

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Yesterday I went to a soccer game. And you're probably thinking "wtf are you into soccer??" and the answer is no, not at all ヽ（´ー｀）┌

Well but my roomie Patrick (i always think of Patrick from Spongebob Squarepants when I say his name loool) got some free tickets for this game and I had nothing better to do. 

I could just look at the cute guys playing soccer (*°∀°)=3

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OR SO I THOUGHT!!

Turns out it's a GIRLS' soccer game........... ⊙▂⊙

WTF why you didn't tell me before PAT!? (」゜ロ゜)」

Oh well... 

I've never been to a soccer game before, so it was kinda amusing to sit at the big stadium and feel the atmosphere and stuff! The game wasn't very amusing though, no goals until the last 10 min and it ended 1-1.... But it was still a fun experience kinda!

And all the Japanese players looked so small compared to the Western opposing team. It looked like small children lol

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The other day we went to an izakaya, and we'd ordered some colorful drinks. And then we were like 'Hey! It's like a traffic light signal!!' loool ヽ(○´∀`)ﾉ♪

/random

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And for the fun and randomness because I love Japanese engrish~

I've had the biggest laughs due to these へ(゜∇、°)へ

Awesome CACKTAILS~!!

 

Hum and cheese... pffft..........

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 And random camwhoring.

COULD THIS POST GET MORE RANDOM!?

♡o｡.(✿ฺ｡ ✿ฺ)

Anyway, I think I'll be doing more amusing stuff during the weekend, and I'm going to a live this Monday as well which I'm really looking forward to!

I'll be back!!

Sparkling Fallen ☆

I cut my bangs...............!



And I'm not all sure how I like it yet lol....

I went to yet another live the other day (isthattheonlythingyouaredoinginJapan!?), but I'm not gonna spam you with too many pictures this time.. since the lightning at the place was pretty bad as well, so most of the pictures turned out quite.... bad.... (so I'm gonna put some camwhore pics up instead lol)

You know the feeling when you REALLY look forward for something and you feel like a little kid again going to Disneyland for the first time?? (or s.t. similar) And you have been soo excited the days up until the day, and then when the day finally comes it's turns out to be the biggest disappoint ever??

Yes yes that was actually a bit like how that day turned out, but I'm not gonna go into details.. I kinda just felt like someone slapped me in the face and make me wake up from my little fantasy dream.. ;_; Though I should have known that nothing is as perfect as you think it to be and happy endings just don't always come true!!

I'm gonna stop my negative emo ramble now sorry. I just needed to let it out a bit haaaaah......

I did my nails the other day~
Not all perfect but I really liked the outcome and the colors together.. and soo kirakira sparkling yay~♫

But I wished I had time to take an outfit picture 'cause for once I really planned my outfit and really liked the outcome >n< Waaah.. what a fail day lol.....

But nothing SHOPPING can't save a bit!! The next day i met up with a friend and we went to 109 to do some shopping♫ I didn't get much since I'm still saving for a bigger shopping with Maria when she comes next week ^o^/

I'll show you my gets another time~

Btw if anyone is interested, I updated my deviantART account. Please feel free to check it out, and if you have deviant too, please add me!! ヾ(＾∇＾)

Japan inspires me a lot to be more creative, and I even picked up drawing again. It feels great, I must admit ♥ And I guess the fail day the other day made me realize that I should just stick to doing what I'm 'best' at.. When you don't know what to do, do what you can do~

I didn't plan this update to be so confusing sorry!! XD I promise next update will be more focused haha!

And thanks a lot for the comments on the past update!!! I'm glad you like the photos, it means a lot!!