♪Jasmine - Why♫

明日がもう来るのに 何か不満なまんま眠り zzZZ あたしが気付かないうちに 何もかも変わるのに 冷めたような目つき 鏡にさえ嘘つき 毎日の嘘に 流されるように 誰にも寄り添えなくて 抱え込んだって あなただって同じで 話せない事があって いつか願った未来でさえ いつか誓った言葉でさえ 意味のない偽善で いつもなかったことにして *** WHY? この星を選び WHY? この地に立ち WHY? 無理に傷つけ合い 探し合い 許し合い WHY? 日々の過ち WHY? 消えかかる愛 WHY? … WHY? … 繰り返す「WHY?」 人間(ひと)は いたわり合い 違いを 許し合い 意志のすれちがい 日が暮れるまで話し合い 人の涙 ふき 人の傷 悲しみ 一緒に歌うたったり 理由(いみ)もなく踊ったり そんなことで良いのに 大人になるたび 遠くなってくから ねぇ 忘れないで欲しい *** 「言ってみたところで変わらない」 「考えたところでめんどうくさい」 うるさい! そんな答えなら いらない どうしたらいい? ねぇ。どうしたらいい? もう逃げたくない もう裏切りたくない ***

Tomorrow is coming but I haven’t had enough sleep yet Nothing will change as long as I don’t wake up That cold look in my eyes in the mirror is just a lie I am overwhelmed by the daily lies I can’t cuddle up to anyone, ever if I embrace you You are the same. There are some things we can’t say aloud Even that future I once wished for, even those words I once vowed And that meaningless hypocrisy; I erase them all *Why did I choose this star? Why am I standing in this place? Why do we accidently hurt each other, search for each other and forgive each other? Why do I make mistakes every day? Why does love fade away? Why? ...Why? ...I repeat, “Why?” People care for each other and forgive each others’ differences They pass each other and talk together until dusk Wiping away the tears and feeling sorrow for other people’s wounds Singing together and dancing for no reason Those things are fine but whenever we become adults We grow distant. Hey, I don’t want you to forget *repeat “Nothing will change even if I try to speak.” “It's a bother to even think about stuff.” Shut up! If that’s your answer then I don’t wanna hear it What should I do? Hey, what should I do? I don’t want to run away anymore I don’t want to betray anyone anymore

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Vacation~!

Just a quick update!

I'm finally done with summer school so now I officially have vacation!! Yay!! I'm actually waiting for my parents to come and pick me up so we can go to Turkey hehe.. So just thought I'd make a little update since I hate waiting and just get really restless ._.

Yesterday I went to Genki con (Danish Japan anime/manga convention) for a couple of hours. It was really nice to see my (mustache crib) friends and we always have fun and do silly things XD Yaaay summer vacation is meant for seeing friends right?? I'm just sad I can't be there the whole weekend.. aaaw :( But I'll hopefully get to see them again before I go to Japan (∩_∩)

Later on I went to Jeongie's birthday party.. PARTY ROCK!! d(=w=)b It was super fun and we danced sooo much that I think everyone's bodies are hurting today >w< Rocking da dance floooor~

And something for you guys that Lina posted and I've been listening to on replay......... (Iknowyouwillloveit ♥)

I LOVE HER!!! ♥ X'DDDD Super adorable!! Super weird kinda bizarre video!! Super addictive kawaii song!! ♥ trolololo~! Ok I'm getting restless.. better end this post before I write more random sh*t.... X'D

I'm not sure if I'll be blogging in Turkey..! So byyyeee and see you again in a week σ(ﾟｰ^*)

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Outfit from saturday. 

A bit hostess-inspired i guess lol.. I considered wearing a black hat matching the outfit to complete the look but I figured I'd just end up looking like a total pimp haha.

I went to Jeongie's to warm up that day, but in the end we didn't go out at all and just ended up talking and having a nice and fun evening (∩_∩)

It was actually kinda fun to wear a classy style like that again since I've only been wearing casual/street/amekaji-inspired outfits like this lately →

Well I guess I still prefer that kinda style since it feels more like 'me'. Yes I'm childish like that hoho.. But in the end, my mood decides what kind of style I want to wear a certain day （￣∀￣）

Soo, do you usually dress/prefer a certain style, or do you also change/experiment? (∩_∩)

Yesterday I watched a Japanese movie called "Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac".

Well the synopsis of the movie (taken from mysoju):

"If Naomi had picked tails, she would have won the coin toss. She wouldn't have had to go back for the yearbook camera, and she wouldn't have hit her head on the steps. She wouldn't have woken up in an ambulance with amnesia. She certainly would have remembered her boyfriend, Ace. She might even have remembered why she fell in love with him in the first place. She would understand why her best friend, Mirai, keeps calling her 'Chief'. She'd know about her mom's new family. She'd know about her dad's fiancee. She never would have met Yuki, the boy with the questionable past and the even fuzzier future, who tells her he once wanted to kiss her. She wouldn't have wanted to kiss him back. But Naomi picked heads." 

Anyone watched that before? I thought it was a complete Japanese movie happening in a Japanese school and so on, but was really surprised with how many Americans that took part in the movie and how much English that was spoken. I kinda liked the movie and was really caught in the story Ô.Ô Well I'll recommend it to anyone feeling like watching a love story~ ♥

This was the ending song for the movie "kimi ga iru kara". I thought it was kinda cute (∩_∩)

That's all for now! I have to leave for school in a couple of hours as well *sigh*

Thanks for reading ♪♫